my calves hurt like nobody's business. but if it would slim down in the process, then the pain is worthwhile. hahaa. i went to get a sketchbook.

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i've been waiting weeks for hari raya to arrive. not for religious purposes though. deep down in my heart, i am hoping that ms ros will invite me to her house for feast she prepares annually! i have never gotten enough confidence to go before cos i am quite scared of the seniors still though its been a while. hahhaa. i told myself i must go this year because when i was a little kid, i got drenched and she lent me her teeshirt so i could go orchard rd to have dinner. now i am deciding whether to buy chocolate, cake or fruits. maybe cake is out, cos we will be too full to eat anything else. thinking of seeing someone so kind makes me day again!

hehehee.

feast feast feast.


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hahaha. i will buy chocolate. i will go shopping tomorrow. for a waterbottle, toothpaste, and candy. its for the bottle thing for the cambodia trip for the kiddos. i am sponsering a waterbottle. hehe. i will go get the stuff.. and i will ask my mama to help me pack. hehehe. my mama is coughin quite badly and shes very stubborn. i will go to the shop at millenia walk to grab plenty of candy. i finished my essay. need to rework it. thanks to ian who corrected many many grammatical errors. hehehee. anyways, if you see me suddenly crying these days, its ok. a bit emotional. not that i mind because as long as it doesnt affect my life then its fine. i cant stand people who act worst than a woman with pms.

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