sometimes the more we know someone the more we dislike the person. perhaps not dislike, but increasingly unable to tolerate some of the behaviour. so i guess its not person per se, but rather the action.

i find some of my antics detestable. do tell me when i become irritating, i rather hear it from a friend than be kept in the dark.

like i said, i need to reconcile some stuff. and those stuff are increasing. and increasingly difficult. pray that i keep an open mind and heart. and a sensitive spirit.

i wanna go buy stuff. stuff that are useless and boliao. like an excessive number of sketchbooks and pencils. haha.

i think i should start sorting out a packlist for cambodia. i dont wanna be all flustered and stuff when time comes.

packlist
clothes - 5-6 sets
toiletries - toothbrush, floss, toothpaste, mouthwash, shampoo, conditioner, body wash, moisturiser
towels - 2-3
hangers - 2-3
jackets - 1-2
books - sophie's world, the new book i got from ian and audrey, BIBLE, the 5 people you meet in heaven, my learn khmer books
music - buns, my discman. haha. i still got a discman. it apparently takes a while to get to HCM. and bun's lifespan doesnt last that long
waterbottle - 1-2 different sizes
watch
devotion books - i guess i will stick to cover to cover and my daily thing
li-en* - batteries and charger
a family photo
my stinky bolster
shoes - 1-2 pairs
slippers - 2 pairs - 1 for shower and 1 for ordinary use
mantou? kinda heavy but then i can load my photos in

seems like i got a lot of books to bring there. ahaha. i will decide later. haha.