i like this song!

If I can sing
Let my songs be full of His Glory
If I can speak
Let my words be full of His Grace
If I should live or die
Let me be found pursuing this prize
The One that alone satisfies
The Treasure of Jesus

- Treasure of Jesus, Steven Curtis Chapman

the past week was an emotional roller coaster ride.

but this week has been awesome so far!

HEY JENNI! i THINK FINLAND MUST BE AN AWESOME PLACE!

i received my first postcard. sent out two more.

received an email from susan! she's back in singapore!

WELCOME HOME! SUSAN!!

yeah..

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there ought to be more to a woman than ass, boobs and legs.
there is something called BRAINS!


so yea.



terry sent us an email. one of the students wrote us a letter. its really nice. its all the little letters like this that provides the link between us and them..







i had an orange this morn. its really delicious.


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i am a skeptic on top of being a pessimist.


sometimes its really hard to move on.
but MOVE ON, STUPID.

hahaa. this applies to many things.
CCAs, relationships, everything...

taking the first step out of red cross was the best thing to happen to me. when i helped out earlier in the year, in my anger, i forgot to say the 'politically-correct' thing and i went - i am trying so hard to get out of here and here you are, doing everything to get in. i hope they will credit me when they use my line next time.

when things become meaningless, not so because it fails to interests you, but when it turns sour and there is no reason for wanting to do it, and it is starting to bother people and upsetting others and yourself, then its time to move on.

it was so easy to be selfish, self-centered, sarcastic in there. you begin to think that the world revolves around you, but it doesnt. selfishness is so real. you want things to go your way and when it doesnt, you wail and you pout, no i'm kidding, when it doesnt, you start raising your voice and starting stuff around. i dont whats worse, acting like a kid or throwing someone's proposal - BOTH EQUALLY ANNOYING AND ATTENTION SEEKING.

moving on takes alot of courage. you just sink deeper and deeper unless you take the first move. but MOVE, STUPID.


to those who had the courage to move - CONGRATS.
to those who are still stuck in the rut - i guess its fine till you become the whiney and annoying idiot who irritates the * out of everyone. dont 执谜不悟.


yea.

this is actually a celebratory post if it isnt too obvious.


-_-*

the good thing about being a pessismist is that you hardly get disappointed!

ubin was great. hmm.. as in, i always liked ubin because ubin meant endless walking. and i always enjoyed that. we could do with a little running though. God is awesome today. it was not too hot, neither was it wet. my skin is rather sensitive towards the sun and it gets red quickly, esp on the face. i am not even rosy today and it goes to prove how good the weather is today! but information overload. and not exactly the kind that is appreciated. i could do with more walking and less talking. my partners today - vanessa x2. they are lovely girls! i was a walking fridge and i carried waterbottles for three little ladies. xinxin is EXTREEEEEMEEEELY CUTE! she looked at me with her big eyes and asked - ARE YOU IN SEC ONE? i was so amused. but at seven, secondary one is indeed quite far away. i thought the kids were pretty awesome today. everyone was pretty well-behaved except the bit that they were all complaining about being tired and hungry. so i can say that the trip has been enjoyable!

a friend commented that i am less melancholic and much happier after my trip. yes and no, i would say. i dont know why.. but being happier is not what i strive to be..

i emailed this lady yesterday and she replied so promptly. and i believe shes a busy woman who took the effort to reply on a saturday evening. awesomeness!

i havent been able to focus lately. not sure if its just the glasses - i need to change them.. or its me. my thoughts have been hopping from one to another.. and i cant seem to do the important things..

bleh..



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this is probably the nicest thing pete had ever said to me.

Hi Shirley,
It’s nice. And well composed too.

was reading old emails and hoping the headache dies away..

i think i might be the most irritating adult in all the world. but i dont really care cos if i were to care about everything, then life's gonna be miserable.

i had pepper lunch today. so yea.

i am not watching any plays anymore. i spent all my money on postcards. wahahaha.

imagine..

Jesus' a product.

and one day this product doesnt work.

What are you gonna do?

but the thing is, Jesus' not a product. He's more than a miracle worker, healer, provider, He is God. King of kings and Lord of lords. He choose when to work and when not to, He can, but He doesnt have to.

i got slightly disturbed today. doesnt help that i am feeling hungry now..

i am getting a L-CA if its still available with next month's pay. life's short, i am gonna enjoy it!

and then i gotta bring li-en* to the doc.

kinny - i do kb at amore.









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i just felt like posting something..
i am gonna watch homesick but i am not going for forbidden city.

my first job was when i was 16+. it was a crappy man.. i sold stuff at east coast park. i hated that. but it was still kinda fun sometimes. i met a little kid there and he calls me da jie and he called me a week ago. strange. but its fine i guess. my second job was tuition. he was a crap student but we managed to get As together so i got a big fat bonus at the end of it all. his mother was really generous. i will always remember the day i started my tuition job. it was my 17th birthday. and after the lesson, i walked to my old place trying to catch a glimpse of how it looked. and from that day on, i never asked my mother for pocket money. and i am paying off my polytechnic school fee now. i am writing because i know what its like to work for something and how it irks me that there are people who takes things/people for granted. my poly friends worked harder than i did. i always had alternative if i wanted to, just ask mummy for money la. but others had no choice. some worked to pay rent, others worked so that they could get married, there were people who worked to pay school fees and feed their family while studying. studying in TP with those friends put a lot of things into perspective for me. it helped me to appreciate what grace meant and what it is to receive kindness. it taught me not to takes things/people for granted.

so dear people, when someone is kind to you, be thankful.
and when someone is unkind to you, that is kinda like life, y'know, so dont complain.
and dont go around expecting things from others when you dont want to give anything in the first place. i am not saying kindness is an exchange, but do to others what you want others to do unto you.
theres alternative to asking people to get things done, ie. do it yourself - you can search the directory, google it, call 100 to ask...
its okay to go all out to get things done for people, and what people do that for you, be thankful. and dont go round expecting for people to do that for you all the time.

independence, initative, manners are conspicuously missing from young people today.


ranting and ranting and it will go on and on till it gets through some skull..


bleh.

i was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo angry when i was going home from ryan's house though he didnt cause all that anger in me. i walked home from kallang cos i didnt want to be angry at home. no one at home deserves it. so i counted steps and that helped. then i reached home and received messages that added to that 'anger'. i am gonna hide my phone. and planetshakers have 2 days that they are performing, if you dont indicate, i WONT BUY TICKETS FOR YOU. DONT ANNOY ME ANYMORE!!!!!

BUT

i received an incredible email!! and it was awesome.

and i am smiling again. but i am putting away my phone..




-_-

one hundred and one reasons why i dont like to go for plays/movies with friends unless its a spontaneous act.

1. they usually cant make up their mind and are fickle and they ask lots of questions and you wonder why you asked them in the first place.

fine. its just one reason but its enough.




i ended my bad day after i doodled with my paintbrush and then i met up with the girls for kickboxing. then again, kb had no kick, so i came home and skipped some more. but some people's bad day lasted longer and they still tried to make it work for others. i always admire people who can put off their own bad days and still be kind to others.

well.. we had good bak kut teh after kb. yum yum and then mr and mrs loke sent me home despite the long day they had.. hope they have a good rest!


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but jf.. if you wanna eat pepper lunch with me, you must take queue number. WAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAA!!

when is ek booking out? and your 18457th (or whatever the number) wife back from aussieland right?

lets go out and drown ourselves in coffee..

what are you busy with ah? saturday not free to help at CAC..

lallallaaaa..



i am not in the best of moods today. first, i cooked instant noodle and it turned out a little too soggy for my liking. then the meat was too salty cos i put too much oyster sauce. i shall thus ban oyster sauce from my cooking. then i got hungry and went to mackers. the food was horrid. but i finished it all. then i started doodling with my paintbrush. i used so much red today cos i felt red so effectively portrayed what i want to feel - anger. then the whole canvas turned out crap. it was a mess after i am done. my glass is dirty now. my brushes are dirty. then my however you spell it thingy got a tinge of pink on the otherwise brown/black/white surface..

i am going kickboxing.. the phone is ringing, i dont like ringing phones..


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i think its strange.. i get kanchiong when i make plans to call people. i took out my teacher's number from my room and i could feel my heart beating faster. hahaa.

i wanted to type a lot more.. but aiya.. i want to eat pepper lunch..


hahaha..

i need to remember the juice i have been drinking is not apple juice. it tastes exactly like apple juice but it is actually cranberry and kiwi.

kinny - i was crapping in my last post. i was too tired yesterday.

i had a lot of fun in confirmation class today. those kids are so young but its just fun playing with them. but i guess we might have frustrated aunty k with our rubbish, so much of it.

the twins are monstrous. hahaa. they really are. ben you are awesome to be living in the same house as them. the secondary twos are an awesome bunch of kids i must say. they are sometimes a little weird and all, but they are good kids. i hope they are good in school and at home too! so, yes, sec 2, this is aunty shirley complimenting you publicly on my blog. say your words of thanks, remember your manners.

went out for dinner with minny and uncle timmy.. haha. i went out with the lokes, 1/5 of the pflug and the chans. haha. it was awesome, and i am glad i went out with this group of 'old' people instead. they are very humourous and big hearted people. uncle pc says he never knew i can eat so much. i was stuffed to my face after dinner. we gave dessert a miss even. haha.

tianyu messaged me. i was amused/thankful by his msg. thankful cos he asked whether i wanted tics for planetshakers. amused cos i dont supposed he knows me really or even knew i was a Christian.. whatever, i am just thankful la.. i hope theres still tickets tomorrow. i wont mind missing it though cos i am afraid of crowds la..

i had kit chan sitting in front of me just now. i wanna watch forbidden city.

anyway, the dresser was awesome beyond words. it was brilliant. think tonight's the last show and i am glad i watched it. the 52 dollars spent was worth every cent. the cast was great. i really liked the set. i like the way the 'wall' was translucent so there was more acting behind it. it was good lighting, good acting, good set, good script, great cast.. i liked this so much more than 金大班. maybe cos for the latter i was busy reading subtitles. hahhaa. it was in chinese.

i liked the way how the dresser is such a faithful friend, knowing everything and fiercely protecting the one he serves. i wish i have a friend like that. i liked the scene where they did the storm scene. i liked the way they created the storm. it was love/hate for the ending. i hated the sad ending. i dont like sad endings. i like happily ever afters. but when sir died and the dresser was berating sir for being selfish and all, he was just upset that sir left. its with all people aint it? that sometimes the people we love simply leaves and we rather they be selfish while with us instead of selfishly leaving us behind. kinda unfair huh.. yea.. i was very touched by that.

people have asked why i watch movies/plays alone. to me, cos we dont get to talk while we are watching it but i think their concerns lie in the fact that there is a time before it starts and ends and there is an interval. i try to forget those times, if you get what i mean. then if you have friends who are more often late than punctual, it doesnt take a rocket scientist to know why i dont usually meet people.

i am a serious person. and i often consider consequences further than they will turn out to be. like, if i were to call a friend, or message someone online, i will think of all the things the person may think of me, often in the negative, then i usually dont call or message. at the same time, i delight in the littlest things in life. i was jumping with joy when i sent my postcard. heeheeheee. *big grin* these days, i enjoy hanging out in my clean room. and not going out. and while i realised that i gained much from my hiatus from the world, i found out that i lost the patience to do the things i once took pride in, like writing neatly. i hope aunty k will not read the journal thing we are supposed to do our QT for confirmation class. it is so messy.

i am incoherent. i am tired.

lalalalalalala
lalallalallaal.

time passed so fast. angela ma'am and stephen sir got married and weiqing sir and shili ma'am have a baby.

wow!

i need to find a husband..




whatever..

hahahhaa.


i am delirious.






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sitting in the hospital ward for five and a half hour gives me a new perspective on hospital life. i dont like the way medical students make a fool of patients. especially old ladies.

i hate most medical students doing their internship in hospitals as much as i detest trainee teachers.

BLAH!

if you are happy and you know it, shout SHIRLEY

SHIRLEY!


its a not bad day.
i did a lot of things today.
i cooked.
i visited my grandma.
i was just thinking if anyone has time and wants to visit her, maybe it will do her some good. i heard my cousin brought his troop of friends to the ward and it kinda made her more alert.
i went down to raffles city.
bought my ticket. i thought i wanted the matinee one but i got the 8pm instead. blah.
i thought it was at the esplanade. but its at DBS arts center. oh well. i got a pretty good seat. i pray that all that attends the sat night show are shorties and bald, so i can see the stage even better without all those highly gelled hair... hahahha.
i bought a comic book for 15 dollars.
i ate ben & jerry. hehe. chunky monkey.
as a result of that, i can fit in dinner.
I SENT MY POSTCARD!!
its amazing how the post office opens till 8 on wednesdays!
woohoooooooo~
it cost a dollar to send a postcard to the US and europe.
and about 13 plus dollars to send a book to cambodia.
yea.
i am friend of the post office!
i was at bendemeer sec the last week.
and that school is really near my house.
i was walking in the mrt station today when i heard whispers.
the next thing i knew - THAT ONE IS OUR LAO SHI, MS SEAH, MS SEAH, HELLO :)
they are so cute.

hehehee.

lallalalaaa..


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i like this song..

I don't propose that we preserve
All the world inside a fragile ball of glass
'Cause I'm the first to throw the curve
Bringin' all that perfect ball down in a crash
Oh, it's that feelin' comin' back again
Turnin' earth around and pounding sirens in my head
Well there's only one cure that I know for sure
And it goes on and onIt goes on and on

Chorus:And when it all is said and done
Until the end
Yes, You're the only one
And when the world is in reverse
You're the Saviour of my universe

I don't suppose I'm prone to trouble
Though I always do the very best I can
My universe a leaky bubble
Pinned by a friend
And then only did it expand

Oh, it's that feelin' comin' back again
Turnin' earth around
And pounding sirens in my head
Well there's only one cure
That I know for sure
And it goes on and onIt goes on and on

i saw how much i love my grandmother when i was cooking today. i started cooking at 10 for a meal to be eaten at 2 plus. hmm..

i hope she likes it..


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i was looking at ben's blog and thought the incident ended real well with 'dad' stepping in and putting an end to the 'discussion'.

my dad doesnt know my blog exists. he probably dont know much about me because he doesnt really have time to care. anyway, my point is, its really interesting to know how other people's dads interact with their kids.

i cleaned my pigsty. its less of a pigsty now. i changed the position of my bed with the one person sofa seat so that i dont waste the space in front of the chair. yea. so now the bedroom looks bigger. i pray that i have discipline to maintain the cleanliness. oh well. lets just see how long it will last.

the jacket i bought at the sale had a loose hem. and i was so upset on sunday. but me with good sewing skills hemmed it back so neatly and nicely. the only time when you will notice is that the new thread i used is 2 tones off the original. i had to make do with what i have. thank God my brothers went through NS, i think thats the thread my mother used for their uniform.

min asked why i wake up so early. not just to cultivate a good habit but also to ambush the karung guni man. hahaha. i have old clothes to give away..

lalaalalaa.

I AM GONNA WATCH MY FIRST MOVIE OF THE YEAR TOMORROW. if only i remember. haha.

i am kinda mixed up today.
sad cos grandma's still in hospital. i think i should ask my uncles to move her to AH. uncle weng sun's there and i think he is a very good doctor in every way.

i was late for confirmation class. i went to see grandma in the morn, expecting to see my uncle there when its time for her to have lunch. but i think my uncle had to work today so he couldnt be there, and i didnt want to leave her alone for lunch. so i stayed on till she finished and helped her to wherever she wanted to go. grandma holds an umbrella for a cane. i told her not to use the umbrella today when she wanted to go to the toilet. i told her i will be her umbrella. heehee. took a cab down cos i was late already. felt so bad. so old already yet so late. cant help it. thanks for understanding.

my thoughts werent sorted out during BS today. i was pretty confused and i think i sounded that way. oh well.

we went to give out flyers after BS. it was really fun. me, rach, ian, grace, wenping, nic and juan. we were the last to get out of church i think. maybe sarah's later but we had two blocks to cover. we had fun, really. then we went to dawson for lunch cos we were starving. the food took too long to arrive. bleh. we had silly talks there but it was sure enjoyable. hope rach is feeling better from her cough.

i bought three teeshirts and a pair of jeans. i really lost weight. haha.

john's vietnamese friend came to visit. hai dang. yup. they - juan, sarah, ian, gerald, yanleen went to the supermarket with me. i looked so aunty after that. bought meat, poultry, marcaroni, juice, MUSHROOMS! haha. they looked so pretty. i am so gonna cook tomorrow.

and after that. i am gonna buy postcards! hmm. mm. mmm.. i am kinda happy.

i have an ulcer after a long time of not having them. it hurts really badly.

i am gonna get confirmed at the end of 10 weeks or so. i feel excited. is that a right feeling?

whatever!

















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i am really glad its friday today.

went for fishbowl, bought some flowers for whom i think we feel is the lead - rachie. she did really well! she sang well, acted well, spoke well, never knew she spoke cantonese. haha. rachel did an excellent job. wished her part was more and she sang more but too bad..

my face is oily and all. bleh.
we wanted to go for supper after that but it was late and theres no place to go in the vicinity. so we went home. we as in the nel people, namely yanleen, ernest and me.

i was reading our sec2 blog. its awesome hearing all the positive things they have for the happenings and people around them. youth is not just about being always angsty and emo.

i bought a zara jacket at a 50percent discount. have been wanting to find something to replace my old jacket of 5 years..

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i was just reading an email from sopha. he's one of my fav year one students, together with my 'mao mao na-na' and chandary. 'mao mao na-na' is a nickname i gave to one of the students when i was there. i remembered it when i sat in one of the history lessons talking about maozedong today. haha. while they make me sound so good in the emails they write, but like MG said, .... haha. private joke.

i did a one and half hour relief today. one of the teachers told me the class is notorious. but they quite gave me face la. they didnt make a lot of noise. apparently, according to them, they behaved better with me than their usual teacher. so i am quite glad. it was a good relief class la. had fun. it was a three period art lesson. i shared with them about illustrations - thats what i did in poly, made them draw but they didnt really listen. one of them was flirting with me in class.. the rest asked if my clothes were from my mother's wardrobe. sad. haha.

i am to ryan what i am to krystle and more. we were so 'angry' when elmo shitted. cos that meant we had to clear up. i lost in scissor paper stone, so i had to clean. blah. dyan is wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy cute! and i got licked all over by elmo. eeks. and while we were studying, dyan was watching min's wedding video i think and ryan looked very seriously at me. 'YOU ARE SO NOT GETTING MARRIED COS YOU DIDNT CATCH THE FLOWER.' from my tuition kid, no less. how can anyone not love this two little kiddos. but i pity their tuition teacher after me should that happen, cos i spoil them a little i think. but ryan was great today! he sat through all his assignments, even the math ones! he even wanted to do more when lesson was over. of course, there was extrinsic motivation. hahahhaa. better buy it during the sale now. shopping tomorrow!

after doing two reliefs for upper sec art class, i was so motivated to paint. i wanted to do portraits but i had no time. so i just 'doodled' with the paint. i am quite pleased with it. painting is therapeutic for me. i can be painting white on white and then scribble a few lines in black and then eventually paint the thing black and yet i will be really happy after that. its awesome, everyone should paint.

my cell group going JB. i dont wanna go. i dont like JB. memories. sheesh.

y'know the thing i am really upset about is that you never called. blah.

but i am in a good mood today, except my feet are hurting from standing in heels.

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we ended quite sadly today. ryan had this grumpy face and i was just depressed. i kinda told him that he made me upset and i didnt like his behaviour. i thought it was important to say cos thats the problem that is keeping him from doing his work well. hope things change for the better on thursday. he looked really glad when i brought tim's soccer ball pump for him. we now have a nice ball to play with for breaks. ryan's the first kid i am taking seriously. i kinda lassiez-faired through my other kids.

i feel like a hypocrite in school. trying to smile and all that.

ian passed his driving. congrats man!

mg's email yesterday said that the students wrote letters to us. i am kinda excited to know that i am receiving letters.

nothing personal will be posted here anymore. made a terrible mistake in an email i sent.

i have yet to rsvp tim.

blahblahblah..,/jpkonkgfnl; bnlgnkl gjfskv kfajfriiq iuirai ao

i was just replying MG's email. it's kinda strange today. i dreamt all the weird things i could dream during my afternoon nap. i dreamt that uncle henry is in cambodia and i was back in PKH. and that i saw all the hospitality boys back in the center. i saw my big beautiful eyes in my dream too. it felt so real. replying to MG is stressful. she's an english teacher so i had to take note of my punctuation, grammar and the use of appropriate vocabulary.

i dont know what to write anymore. so tiring.

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yesterday was thad thad's first birthday celebration. it was awesome! it was a mini carnival. everybody had fun! thad was awesome, he didnt make a fuss or anything. he wore the green shirt today! woohoo. everybody said he looked good!

i am very tired. its like tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired.

i went to visit kai yesterday. he looked better. i bought a balloon for him and it turned out that the entire ward is congested with them.

i went to ryan's house. its more like hanging out than teaching him. he is so funny. he asked when am i getting married. i felt so bad to break his heart by letting him know nobody really likes his tutor in that way. hahahahhahaha. cutie pie!

i have decided that i will push myself to work hard but not to the extent that i feel exhausted like this. i wish theres nothing on today, i could do with that few more hours of sleep.

on a lighter and happier note - ian asked if i could illustrate his poem. I LIKE POEMS. but i never write them enough. i kinda agreed cos i like being able to do illustration again and this time someone asked me to do it and not i asked if i could do it. haha. min's card - i was like - min, can i do your card. and those kind people agreed to la. hahaa.

i made sth for thad. looked good on paper but didnt look so good on the shirt. i am upset. but if its really bad, its still okay, cos kiddos grow up real fast! heeheee.

yea. 1 week at the primary school and theres no cute teacher. but there is this guy - today he wore a tshirt with the word righteousness in traditional chinese. it is sucha meaningful word. they had the explanation really small and i had to pretend to move really close to read it. sounds really pervert, but i am not. anyway, doesnt really matter cos TODAY IS THE LAST DAY.

i am going to pick up some stuff.. bye bye..

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i am very tired. my mouth opens unknowingly.

my back is aching.

the back of my head hurts.

i get dizzy often.

but.

i bought mushrooms, herbs, olive oil, cheese, pork instead of chicken, tomato paste...
and whipped up an awesome dinner for myself. next time i will make the tomato paste on my own. a few tomatoes, salt, sugar, spices...

blah blah blah..

went shopping with SL and YH. really glad that i went to meet them if not i will only buy the stuff i need to buy next year. i am actually quite shy to shop on my own.

been really bad tempered lately.

i pretended to be mildly autistic in school today. guess where did i sit this morn when went to the primary school i was assigned to. toilet as usual. at least the staff toilet is clean. so its a good hideout.

they have this pe teacher with a goatee. i am very amused/impressed/shocked.

mel, you can take 151 or 154 outside your school to SAV.

consider. who's more..
destructive: ryan: tore his assessment book accidentally. elmo: chewed up something on my bag. elmo wins.
disruptive: dyan: comes down and ka-chiow his brother. but cos hes so cute, i dont mind. elmo: hes so excitable and less cute than dyan. elmo wins.

i am not so afraid of dogs after the cambodian trip. i remember on one excursion from the internet shop back to PKH with terry and the IT students, three big dogs came charging at us. thank God for the boys who were less afraid and also terry's umbrella used to shield. then theres brownie and daisy from rdp. i used to be really scared when brownie comes into my class, and the students will get a kick at seeing how afraid i am. but i learnt to love the two of them. i love it when brownie snuggles up and falls asleep at my feet. and when i learnt to let daisy eat from my hand, i am not too afraid when dogs lick me. see, i have grown from my trip.

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we had bs today. it was not too bad. havent seen them for so long.

we went out today. time passes too quickly. we have nothing in common but we were like together through dinner and then we sat opposite UOB in orchard until 11. thats life. i really like it!

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stuff that i wanna watch.
1. carabet
2. forbidden city
3. the dresser


today has been a good day as with all the other days except yesterday _______.
i went to meet stefanie. someone i dont know at all. i met her to give her the letters the kiddos at Seeds of Hope. she looked glad. i went to another house, but she wasnt in and i wasnt sure if anyone is still living there. i will go again when school starts.

i went to the library to read.
then went to meet ian and juan and sarah.
we are actually of the same age.
i saw yajun and charmaine.
yajun looked older than usual.
but it was nice seeing them. they are possibly the people i see most.
we went for haagen daz.

the bus i took home was freezing.
i couldnt feel my hands at all.
i had to thaw them in my bag.
at that moment, i just wished i had a friend to snuggle up to.
poor me, freezing on the bus.

at home now. yay!

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