i am a skeptic on top of being a pessimist.


sometimes its really hard to move on.
but MOVE ON, STUPID.

hahaa. this applies to many things.
CCAs, relationships, everything...

taking the first step out of red cross was the best thing to happen to me. when i helped out earlier in the year, in my anger, i forgot to say the 'politically-correct' thing and i went - i am trying so hard to get out of here and here you are, doing everything to get in. i hope they will credit me when they use my line next time.

when things become meaningless, not so because it fails to interests you, but when it turns sour and there is no reason for wanting to do it, and it is starting to bother people and upsetting others and yourself, then its time to move on.

it was so easy to be selfish, self-centered, sarcastic in there. you begin to think that the world revolves around you, but it doesnt. selfishness is so real. you want things to go your way and when it doesnt, you wail and you pout, no i'm kidding, when it doesnt, you start raising your voice and starting stuff around. i dont whats worse, acting like a kid or throwing someone's proposal - BOTH EQUALLY ANNOYING AND ATTENTION SEEKING.

moving on takes alot of courage. you just sink deeper and deeper unless you take the first move. but MOVE, STUPID.


to those who had the courage to move - CONGRATS.
to those who are still stuck in the rut - i guess its fine till you become the whiney and annoying idiot who irritates the * out of everyone. dont 执谜不悟.


yea.

this is actually a celebratory post if it isnt too obvious.


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