i had kit chan sitting in front of me just now. i wanna watch forbidden city.

anyway, the dresser was awesome beyond words. it was brilliant. think tonight's the last show and i am glad i watched it. the 52 dollars spent was worth every cent. the cast was great. i really liked the set. i like the way the 'wall' was translucent so there was more acting behind it. it was good lighting, good acting, good set, good script, great cast.. i liked this so much more than 金大班. maybe cos for the latter i was busy reading subtitles. hahhaa. it was in chinese.

i liked the way how the dresser is such a faithful friend, knowing everything and fiercely protecting the one he serves. i wish i have a friend like that. i liked the scene where they did the storm scene. i liked the way they created the storm. it was love/hate for the ending. i hated the sad ending. i dont like sad endings. i like happily ever afters. but when sir died and the dresser was berating sir for being selfish and all, he was just upset that sir left. its with all people aint it? that sometimes the people we love simply leaves and we rather they be selfish while with us instead of selfishly leaving us behind. kinda unfair huh.. yea.. i was very touched by that.

people have asked why i watch movies/plays alone. to me, cos we dont get to talk while we are watching it but i think their concerns lie in the fact that there is a time before it starts and ends and there is an interval. i try to forget those times, if you get what i mean. then if you have friends who are more often late than punctual, it doesnt take a rocket scientist to know why i dont usually meet people.

i am a serious person. and i often consider consequences further than they will turn out to be. like, if i were to call a friend, or message someone online, i will think of all the things the person may think of me, often in the negative, then i usually dont call or message. at the same time, i delight in the littlest things in life. i was jumping with joy when i sent my postcard. heeheeheee. *big grin* these days, i enjoy hanging out in my clean room. and not going out. and while i realised that i gained much from my hiatus from the world, i found out that i lost the patience to do the things i once took pride in, like writing neatly. i hope aunty k will not read the journal thing we are supposed to do our QT for confirmation class. it is so messy.

i am incoherent. i am tired.

lalalalalalala
lalallalallaal.

time passed so fast. angela ma'am and stephen sir got married and weiqing sir and shili ma'am have a baby.

wow!

i need to find a husband..




whatever..

hahahhaa.


i am delirious.






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