i am not resenting anything anymore but perhaps i am still carrying the emotional baggage, not being able to let go and getting over it. i am just emo today i guess.

i didnt want mr john to give me a lift today. sometimes i need time alone. i feel awkward around people sometimes. it was kinda hazy today. why doesnt she get the hint that i want to travel alone. stop asking! we have different styles of travelling and different objectives, no point wanting to do it together! argghh!!!

uncle hock chuan and co. appointed me as the team leader for the adult mission trip! its a BIG thing y'know. bleehhh!

i will go wherever You may go..

btw, i saw my hottie in the canteen. realised that he's not the intellectual type to hang out in the library. un-intellectual.. hais. hahaha..


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