AUNTY K! if i ever say i am going to help out in red cross ever again, whack me, beat me, tie me up, whatever, just dont let me go. kill me if you must. perhaps i have been away for too long that i cannot agree with a lot of things that is happening. why force myself. i've been converted. i am a radical.

anyways, i FINALLY found everglow. the guy at the shop, trumpet praise, asked - how do you know mae? with much difficulties, i uttered - my friend. i am soo soo glad to find mae. he told me its a good album. and theres only 2 places that carry it - trumpet praise and wakemeupmusic. while i had the impression all along that wakemeupmusic has it and i know exactly where is it, i never mustered enough courage to go. hahaha. now i got my mae. djulian told me about the CD, while i was on the bus with him on my birthday and i made him donate 5 dollars for bike for bibles. hahaha. he told me that i will like it and i would like the illustration. i am a very easy person to read. you can read me through like a transparent piece of plastic.

i thank God that the surgery went well. the nurses were quite cute. i took a picture of the xray of my teeth and she said she could send it to me easily, i just have to leave my email add around. i was super nervous. very very very very nervous. i could see and hear all that happened. they dressed me in this blue gown and i thought we might have blood spattering everywhere. first the dentist gave me 3 jabs. it hurts man! then i closed my eyes and said my prayers. actually i could feel the stuff. i hated the sawing and grinding sound. when the dentist wanted to finally pull out my tooth which he cut into half, he will make the nurse hold my neck and he will tug it out. it was quite scary and it was painful!