i was searching for the word to descibe this period of time for me. emo la. i think i damn emo lately. emo is good when you need to draw or paint or take photos. but when you are emo while writing essays dont make sense. especially when your essay is supposed to be logical and objective.

emo pig*

haha.

i took a new route for a walk today. surprising my mom "released" me without much questioning. i was really agitated today. very emotional. then i walked and walked. for a short while. i want to focus on God. not my problems. you hear this all the time, but putting it to action all the time is tough sometimes.

focus on God.
pray for a lot of people.

there are so much to pray for and so little time.

(: