i scratched my arm till it looks like i let a crazy cat loose on my arm. except it is not that deep. but it hurts. boohoohoo. now i am scared to shower cos of the pain. i think i am getting really old. my lower back pain comes back once in a while, just that it is less acute and not its not a persistent pain. boohoohoo.

i scared myself awake this morn. i woke up with a jump thinking it was noon when i was supposed to be at ARC at 9. phew. when i saw the clock, it was 715. big scare man! some of the kids from the last camp werent there. but as usual, i was personal bodyguard cum slave cum helper to one of the kids. one of the other volunteer upon seeing me was like - oh, i saw her, and i was reminded of you. haha. do i sound like the mom. the mom's nice too, she remembered me and greeted me with a big smile in the morn.

i went around junction8 a bit. went for a big lunch at cafe cartel, told myself not to go to the library but eventually i went. but i managed to keep out of level4 of ngee ann city for which i am well pleased with myself. i met david from sjc when i left but since he didnt see me i thought we'll leave it that way. i went to grandma's house and grandpa came home early so we went for lunch. its a good day.

spent so much time alone and i decided why i am never going to design as a business. cos it will be too stressful and i wont like it. imagine your client haunting you day and night. i will rather do it at my free time for the people i love on my own. i love to surprise and hate to disappoint. i will become a good teacher i hope.

i told a 'lie' today. i pretended to be 16 at ARC and no one doubted me. hahahahhaa.

alrightey. i should end here. i stink.

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