ian just messaged me about little blessings from God. its the littlest things of God that i remember most of. like how i always manage to run that 300m and across the overhead bridge in time to catch the 23 bus to school when i was still in temasek polytechnic. and how each time i go into the studio, its nice and quiet and sorta dark where i can write and do my quiet time and reflection. how sam is so gracious in extending that consultation deadline when i was really down. and today's little blessing was right in school, the second i alighted from the bus, i fell down. you may wonder why i delight in falling down, i dont. i am just very thankful its the 9.30 class, so there were only 2 other people who alighted. hahaa.

lessons were usual. dr wang seems to have lost his magic. oh well. doesnt matter.

i brought li-en* around today because i intended to go to grandma's house. take a couple of pic of her. i dont know why. but i always wanted to take pic of grandma and grandpa. i did. i stole a couple of shots when grandpa was sleeping. i need to train myself to work the manual focusing a little faster. the birds would have all flown away given my speed.

i had actually wanted to go home and drown my sorrows in chocolate after school today. i had no mood for anything. i was just depressed after school. i dont know why. must be after seeing that nice shiny powerbook of my lecturer. but just as the mrt bell went ding dong ding dong at farrer park station, i rushed out and reached grandmams house eventually. that i am glad. went for dinner with grandpa. its our thing, y'know. my bros and cousins dont go out with him for meals i think. but i like it. hehee.

lalalaa.

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