i went to the wake of someone i know nothing about. death can come so suddenly. i am not afraid of death but i am afraid of losing someone i love. grandma's stay in hospital had been extended. i am very scared. i think she's fine though.

i dont mind staying an extended period in cambodia if i am not needed for church camp. i want to make the most out of the air ticket. i want to go to takeo to see see look look again. i want to go see angkor wat. i dont know why i want to go see ang kor wat. but i think theres no real significance.

stupid people are quite hard to xiang chu. i am talking about myself.