this morn i had diarrhea. i was kinda worried. took my temperature to see if i was having a fever. phew. no fever and the diarrhea was gone in a while. i might be at risk of typhoid. apparently the incubation period could be up to three weeks. two more weeks to go, if i am fine, then i should be fine. next is malaria. i am not sure how much at risk i am. but i should be fine too! hahaha.

some people i will go all out to do everything for. but for others, it takes a little more consideration sometimes. if you are from the YE, and you message me, i normally wont hesitate to reply. if you are someone else, perhaps i will consider what is it that you have for me. thats how biased i am. but i treat everybody nice, maybe with a little bit of hypocrisy sometimes.

i need to sign up for confirmation class. that's it with adult baptism sometimes. that even when its an informed decision that had been considered, its an Anglican thing to go through confirmation. not that i mind anything, it will be good to relearn some of the things i might have neglected.

i just blew another hundred odd on photographs. oh dear, i spent like 500dollars in less than a week. therefore i have decided to lead a life like a pauper. to end my life in extravagence, i decided to watch a movie, but they dont have it. oh well. God is saying i need to save my money to embark on future missions.

i kinda agree with rach. we forsake our principle and moral for good friends and mentors such as tim and min that we wear dresses and shirts for their wedding. haha. and that hanging out with older people is not fun most of the time.

grandma commented today that my mum used to cut greatgrandma's toenails and i am now doing the same for her. i liked hearing that actually. i like serving my grandmama in that way.

i am growing fat. i have been eating nonstop since i am back. i start my tuition tomorrow. ryan. ryan is the name of my first kid. thats 4 years ago. ryan is also the name of my forth kid too. starting tomorrow. i hope i do a good job.

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