i spoke to kenneth today! hahaha! i wanted to ask him about his backpacking trip. seems like theres not much planning involved. it was just going and stopping and seeing. haha. sounds like i am capable of doing it too. he went for 2 weeks, i think i can manage for a month, if not just buy a return ticket. i think i want to go alone not because i dont have friends who might be interested, but i dont know who i want to spend a month with. a month is a bl**** long time with someone you cannot live with.

so after dr fernado's lesson, i went home alone. i saw kenneth and ernest on the bus and i was trying my best to avoid them cos i think ernest is rather not-so-friendly to people he doesnt know well. but he got off really soon, he stopped at westwood. so i said hi to kenneth la. and he is so jie-mei! not ian's sorta jie-mei, he is the kind that you can talk to forever! hahaa. he was like -sit next to me and then we started talking about the trips we took before, to thailand, vietnam and cambodia. haha. really awesome!

i think i will wear pants tomorrow instead of berms. cos i want to go for the movie screening of local shots then maybe i can watch another movie. since i am broke, might as well be really broke. i am skipping kickboxing in favour of sleep but the movie thing sounds good.

i am falling sick. like seriously ill. dying kinda sick. nopes. i am kidding but i have been sick so much more often and serious than prior to the cambodia trip.

its kinda tough pretending to be happy around people. like do crappy stuff etc. only to fall into the deep pit again..