i think its the love for grandma and grandpa that keeps us all so close. ranting to my cousin. we were really close as kids, four of us, before his little sister was born. we stayed in the same house, played the same games, they got more caning than me. haha. i am not lamenting that i am growing old. in fact, i appreciate the fact that though we dont stay that close anymore, but we still can be drawn together by some things we love.

(:

yesterday i ate brocoli. i dont know how to spell it because i dont like the spelling even. but after 13 years, i ate my first bite of it. hahaa. its quite exciting, but i dont like the texture of the vegetable.

anyways, after yesterday's lecture, i was thinking, maybe we shouldnt discriminate chinese lecturers. though they are quite difficult to understand sometimes.. like party cutters. the entire class couldnt make head or tail out of it. haha. perhaps whats keeping them here is not the pay, perhaps going back to china is tough. so be nice. i will go for dr deng's class next time.

today in class, he said that i am a petty bourgesoise. hahaa. he wasnt being mean. its just a class discussion. hahaa. and when we were commenting about cult personality and mr lee, all i noticed was eh, the door not closed. haha. how to be radicals. haha.

I AM A PETTY BOURGESOISE*

i am really not a petty bourgesoise. its just discussion and making it relevant. please dont catch me. hahahaha.