i am going to chop chop finish this post and go orh orh le. hahaa. my lips are so dry that i could be sitting in front of the computer then it starts cracking and bleeding. sounds bo liao. but my lips hurt incredibly now. yesterday i sat in the school canteen for a couple of hours doing nothing but talking with some friends. its therapeutic. i was just telling her about issues that i faced at the start of the year.. then she started crying. thats the reason why i dont want to relive it again by replying. for a moment now that i think about it, it sounds exactly like a plot from a weepy drama. i thank God for her. when you are feeling like what i am feeling now, having a friend who would shed a few tears with you is awesome. i have been very angry with myself these days. the feeling of heartache is so real. but then i remembered the uncle william's teaching and i got comforted. i dont need someone to talk to. neither do anyone need to talk to me. i am alright.

on sunday, little vanessa was looking for me. hahaha. i gave her my polly pocket. the one that would lit up when you open. my mom was a little heartbroken, the same feeling when i gave my dress to daphne eons ago. but i kept one for my mom la. hahaha. to me, if it make someone else's day, then i will give it la.

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