mz sir, originally uploaded by shirley_s.

dearest mz sir.
we havent meet yet and the year has passed us by already. so while waiting for you and cy to be less busy, i will share your face with the world on the WWW. i know for the last few meetings cy, you and i had were in holland v, but can i ask that we have it in holland v again? cos i wanna go to nydc. hahha. happy new year anyway!


i am having problems around people again. so its kinda stressful to be in school or in cell. i tend to take the easier way out. i shared about paying for a youth/child's mission trip with my cell and they asked if they were eligible. erm. NO. we were either working before or are working right now. what i mean is a kid with the heart for mission. and i do have someone in mind already. so lets see if that someone would ask me.

i forgot what i really wanted to say on this entry. erm.

oh. i was thinking about my friends lately. and i realised that i am struggling to find someone who shares similar vision as myself. loves God. loves drawing/illustration/design/photography/etc. someone who loves that lifestyle. i am thankful for that one friend who is very supportive of my /design works/ unfortunately shes not a Christian. but i am very very thankful for her. she has kept me sane from the day we graduated till now. i am dying alive in NIE.

God has been extremely comforting lately. i really miss TPDes alot. and i dont know why. perhaps i miss the /lifestyle/ maybe i miss the attitude we took to our work. maybe i miss the /randomness/ of things. i miss the /hey, lets go shooting leh/ or the /lets go to the canteen/ i miss looking at photos all day. hanging out in the library and crying in some corner cos i was so touched by the photojournalist's view of the war. browsing through graphic design/advertising stuff all day. hiding from madam chan. skipping hon's class and ended up crapping that semester that brought the entire GPA down 2 notches. i miss looking for peiqi in the dustbin because mr ronald cant find her beside me. i miss sitting outside fourth floor staffroom with sam talking about going to sri lanka to build houses. and so i really miss design school. and God is so gracious. i saw jerry today. managed to talk a little. its just really nice. i dont know why. hardly talked to jerry in the past. but jerry is talented. and really creative. his work is cool. but hes tired. do we all get tired after we graduate? so sad. but it was nice meeting up. all the best jerry!

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